What a Pleasure

for some reason, listening to beach fossils on xm radio on the way home from watching cedar rapids at rivertown mall around 9pm, it really struck me. for a moment, i was driving my car down the interstate of some unknown highway, leaving everything else behind. i was starting over. i was imagining my life as it could be, completely different. i was getting a fresh start.

sometimes i get so tired of memories. sometimes i feel dull pain all over. and i still wonder what life is all about.